a funk.
11:04 PM Posted In discrimination , funk
is what I'm in.
I have always been a sensitive person.
It seems now that I have this voice through my little ole' blog, the sensitiveness is eating me alive. Because if I know anything now, I know that some people don't want to hear your voice. Unless your voice is similar to theirs, you better keep it to yourself. It's true...I can admit it myself...i'm guilty.
So yeah...this is my blog. This is where I vent. Where I can come and just type. Where I don't have to read about what everyone else is thinking,feeling,wishing,hoping,etc. It's all me over here. I get to be selfish, and it doesn't matter...er, wait...
I can be the peacemaker that I always try to be or I can let loose and tell you how I REALLY feel. The peacemaker thing isn't really working out for me anymore. I hate conflict, so I try to fix it. I don't like pessimists, so I try ot be an optimist. But then the pessimists attack the optimists and infect me with their poison, and then I get pissed off.
I am sick of it all. I can't go to myspace anymore because people are wanting to jump off of bridges because our country is in ruins. I can't go to facebook because, people are jumping over there too. Everyone seems to be in this funk, but it seems no one really wants to get out of it. And I can't try and correct the situation either because apparently, that would be hypocritical of me. I can't say "is it really THAT bad?" because then I get "you were saying the same thing for the past eight years." Was I? As far as I know, I have been pretty happy for a while now.
And really, I can't come here to my little haven either because I am reminded of all of the readers I've lost. And then of course because people will decide to comment on MY posts, telling me why it is that I suck so bad. I suppose I could make my blog private, but what's the fun in that? It's a lose/lose situation.
"WOE IS ME." For reals.
I just wanted to get all of that out. Thanks for listening. And just because I am an internet gangster and I am pretending that I don't care what you think...i'm not allowing comments.
I am a badass.
I have always been a sensitive person.
It seems now that I have this voice through my little ole' blog, the sensitiveness is eating me alive. Because if I know anything now, I know that some people don't want to hear your voice. Unless your voice is similar to theirs, you better keep it to yourself. It's true...I can admit it myself...i'm guilty.
So yeah...this is my blog. This is where I vent. Where I can come and just type. Where I don't have to read about what everyone else is thinking,feeling,wishing,hoping,etc. It's all me over here. I get to be selfish, and it doesn't matter...er, wait...
I can be the peacemaker that I always try to be or I can let loose and tell you how I REALLY feel. The peacemaker thing isn't really working out for me anymore. I hate conflict, so I try to fix it. I don't like pessimists, so I try ot be an optimist. But then the pessimists attack the optimists and infect me with their poison, and then I get pissed off.
I am sick of it all. I can't go to myspace anymore because people are wanting to jump off of bridges because our country is in ruins. I can't go to facebook because, people are jumping over there too. Everyone seems to be in this funk, but it seems no one really wants to get out of it. And I can't try and correct the situation either because apparently, that would be hypocritical of me. I can't say "is it really THAT bad?" because then I get "you were saying the same thing for the past eight years." Was I? As far as I know, I have been pretty happy for a while now.
And really, I can't come here to my little haven either because I am reminded of all of the readers I've lost. And then of course because people will decide to comment on MY posts, telling me why it is that I suck so bad. I suppose I could make my blog private, but what's the fun in that? It's a lose/lose situation.
"WOE IS ME." For reals.
I just wanted to get all of that out. Thanks for listening. And just because I am an internet gangster and I am pretending that I don't care what you think...i'm not allowing comments.
I am a badass.
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